The Universe Has Got This

The tarot party on Saturday was very relaxing and healing. the ladies did a reading, along with group cleansing and meditation. I left feeling a sense of peace and calm, but strength at the same time. The tarot reading included muscle testing and we discovered that I have unresolved issues of loss from past lives, and that I needed to be aware of that loss and fear and let it go. She also told me that we needed to slow down, which we're already trying to work on. One of the cards was celebration which is very exciting indeed. Regarding conception she said 2-4 months from now.

Because I am a controlling personality, I have been taking opks this week in the hopes of seeing O and after which a temperature spike. To continue my last post, Here is the result of todays opk.

I'd say it looks pretty positive to me. Yesterdays test looked almost exactly the same. Normally, I'd say this is a good thing. However there is one wrench in my plans. For the past two days I've been spotting. I'm guessing this means AF is on her way, but I'd like to hold out some level of hope and think that it may be ovulation. I did read that it is actually possible to ovulate during AF, so theres some small glimmer of hope if this is the case. I guess only time will tell. I'm just hoping my body will get into a rhythm soon as I trust it knows what it is doing. I'll leave it to the universe and keep wishing for great things.